Its just crazy sometimes all the twists and turns life gives you.
The regular or normal question you would ask yourself ,( with these many strings attached to them for these thoughts to occur) would be what does this all mean and why is this happening to me? what they really should be asking is why should i care what it all means? it will always mean something different to the other and the other, so the question is why do we try to figure out what it all means when we already know the answer, and wouldn't the follow up question be why do we waste time on what we already know and pretend we don't already know?
My question is this why don't we choose to evolve from the know, to discover the unknown and accomplish the unknown to being the new know.